I am a dreamer, a romantic...and recently that has caused me A LOT of heart ache! :( I fell in love online and had my heart ripped out. Then making things even more enjoyable was the fact that partner of 12 years found out because my crying has been fucking endless. Of course now she is pissed and heartbroken. And me well...im still lonely and LONGING, so here I am. I figure erotic chat rooms cant get me in trouble. Its not a "relationship" type of site, like lesbian hookup was. I am also unfortunately, still very sad and lonely, missing my beautiful girl. My heart aches so often for her, I cant stop it...i need a break. I need a sexy lady to chat with so we can make eachother cum! ;)mmmm! So I can focus on something other than my lost love. Im still living with my partner, well, unless she starts boiling bunnies or something!!! She is my dear friend, but our relationship has never been right sexually and that has caused numerous issues in the relationship. I am very sexual, she is not. I know im awful, I cheated on her and now im here! But I need more. YEP I said it...im still searching for excitement, sexual encounters, NOT LOVE. I dont even want to think of that after all of this heartache. I want to FUCK, and I want to fuck dirty everyday! Call it a mid life crisis or whatever, I just want excitement of talking dirty, creating fantasies to share with another woman! And best of all making another woman cum and her liking it and accepting me for me, a dirty girl. I love making hot fantasies, im a very dirty girl, ready and willing. I need to focus on fun and forget everything else. Cum help me out, I promise we will have fun. I promise I will make you hot and dripping wet.